There are so many kids out there they are dying to have a glimpse of what I have. I can't count on all of my fingers and toes the amount of people that have genuine love for me. Some of the students I have, have nobody to love them. I waste my time and emotional energy on loving people that don't accept my love. I want to love all of the people who don't have love, that don't know what love is. I want the love that people give me to go straight from me and flow into the people I encounter every day. I want the love of God to overflow in my heart so I can pour so much love on the ones that deeply need it. Having this mentoring job is the most heart wrenching job I could imagine. It breaks me to see these kids that just don't know what it means to have somebody want whats best for them, or to have somebody genuinely love and care about them. Somebody wrote me a note today saying, "Why am I here? Why should any of this matter?" The paper is also filled with sadistic symbols and planes dropping bombs. Our first reactions to things like this is to laugh. That was my first reaction. It's not funny, it is heart breaking.

I will love you for you.

Not for what you have done or

what you will become. i will love you for you,

i will give you the love, the love that you never knew.